Absorbing information? please help

[Tyler]

It seems as though the more I research about something I'm obsessing about, when I find the symptoms you get it seems as though I absorb the thought and have it. Im struggling with schizophrenic ocd (I hope I am..) and I found that the symptoms you get are delusional thoughts like somebody is out to get you or you can hear voices.

I was looking on facebook and saw the Predator and now all of a sudden it feels/seems as though it is out to get me. This gave me a bad panic attack because then I questioned is it really out to get me or am i just thinking too much? I also found this pretty stupid because I watched the movie before and never once had this thought.. or did I but just cant remember? god dam it.. I also thought I heard voices today like when I was walking around in school and the birds were chirping I questioned if it was real or not. this made me really anxious but i asked my friends if they heard birds chirping and they said yea but im still very alert and anxious. Can OCD make you feel as though you really are crazy? please help